Wednesday, April 3, 2013
Hey,
Have you ever done something, or said something, or maybe NOT done something that you've ever regretted. That ill-feeling you get everytime you think about it. Yeah, i'm kinda having that right now.
If time would allow, I will go back in time and slap myself in the face just to make past self know of what consequences are to come for doing what he's about to do. Being young and foolish is one thing, but to what extent does that go? I've done alot of wrong things in my life, said alot of wrong things in my life, but none more so than this.
It's when you hurt the people closest to you, when you let yourself done and when you let God down, that's when it hurts the most.
Looking back now I now wonder why didnt I use the gift I had all along? To talk to the one person who would listen to me and give me the best advice possible. To lean on the pillar of hope that would stand by my side no matter what. It's a shame really to look back on what could've been if I had chosen the other option. To not act irrationally but be patient. To
Thursday, November 10, 2011
The chills
hey,
its crazy, thinking back that the year is ending so soon. my first year in UNIversity is ending! with another paper due this Monday. two semesters gone in a blink of an eye.
heck,even my sister's starting her SPM examinations this monday! HOW INSANE IS THAT??
two years ago, i was doing SPM. haha, how terrified i was back then about life after high school. quite frankly, i still am! just that this time i'm a lil' bit more experienced ;)
but ya, 2011 has been an eye-opener. so many things to take from this year. the positives and the negatives.
Darren, as you're reading this anytime in the future.. remember that one+ hour quiet time out in the park. reflecting on how and what life is all about. it's gonna hit ya again one day :)
yeah, 'cause as i bring the curtains down on 2011.. with 2012 looming just around the corner. it scares me. really...
there's gonna be so many changes that it's tiring to try to wrap my head around it. you know how there will be a time when you know you've got to face uncertainty, a future that's so mysterious that it could drive you insane just thinking about it.
so ya, i'm going through that *thinking* period again. a lil' afraid of what's in store that life has for me. fingers *crossed* and all faith and trust in God that He will be there for me just as He has been.. same to you too! :D
i'll try not to get overhyped about it. it'll come when it comes, as they say? haha.. now just try to make 2011 count for whats left of it. its not gonna come back anyways.. apparently 40 days I have left, according to my friend.
oh and btw, today is 11/11/11. if that is significant to you in any way. but I believe in you making something significant yourself. you don't have to wait for events or things like this to happen. but its nice to do something memorable on days like this.. maybe it adds a special spice to it?
this song just happened to pop into my mind right now.
i'm getting better. letting go of her bit by bit. it's not as painful, certainly not as disturbing as before. but still think about her every once in awhile. then again, there's a reason why they say, scars will always be there. she'll always be a part of me, no matter what I do. but i'll make the best of it. as i always do :)
that's it from me.. have a blessed memorable day ahead. God bless all of you and see y'all again soon!
-darrenkhoo
signing out
its crazy, thinking back that the year is ending so soon. my first year in UNIversity is ending! with another paper due this Monday. two semesters gone in a blink of an eye.
heck,even my sister's starting her SPM examinations this monday! HOW INSANE IS THAT??
two years ago, i was doing SPM. haha, how terrified i was back then about life after high school. quite frankly, i still am! just that this time i'm a lil' bit more experienced ;)
but ya, 2011 has been an eye-opener. so many things to take from this year. the positives and the negatives.
Darren, as you're reading this anytime in the future.. remember that one+ hour quiet time out in the park. reflecting on how and what life is all about. it's gonna hit ya again one day :)
yeah, 'cause as i bring the curtains down on 2011.. with 2012 looming just around the corner. it scares me. really...
there's gonna be so many changes that it's tiring to try to wrap my head around it. you know how there will be a time when you know you've got to face uncertainty, a future that's so mysterious that it could drive you insane just thinking about it.
so ya, i'm going through that *thinking* period again. a lil' afraid of what's in store that life has for me. fingers *crossed* and all faith and trust in God that He will be there for me just as He has been.. same to you too! :D
i'll try not to get overhyped about it. it'll come when it comes, as they say? haha.. now just try to make 2011 count for whats left of it. its not gonna come back anyways.. apparently 40 days I have left, according to my friend.
oh and btw, today is 11/11/11. if that is significant to you in any way. but I believe in you making something significant yourself. you don't have to wait for events or things like this to happen. but its nice to do something memorable on days like this.. maybe it adds a special spice to it?
this song just happened to pop into my mind right now.
i'm getting better. letting go of her bit by bit. it's not as painful, certainly not as disturbing as before. but still think about her every once in awhile. then again, there's a reason why they say, scars will always be there. she'll always be a part of me, no matter what I do. but i'll make the best of it. as i always do :)
that's it from me.. have a blessed memorable day ahead. God bless all of you and see y'all again soon!
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Sunday, October 30, 2011
A quiet night
hey.
I kinda stole my title post off my friend Gloria's tweet. haha, seemed right as I'm writing this.
so yeah, exams are drawing near. tension is heating up. church stuff and responsibilities are piling up. life just doesnt seem to give us people a break. And yet, amidst all this.. tonight feels so quiet. there's this sense of peace about it that feels good ;)
haha, quiet and still moments like this every once in awhile helps. you should try it too :P
I've been doing my usual routines over the past few weeks or so. It's getting better, the hurt. Slowly but surely I know it'll fade away soon enough. 'Cause I know God is watching over me.. just as He is over you ;)
I went through our past conversations on SKYPE (if you don't know what this is, you better go get it now! :P) and I just reminisce on all those good times we shared. ahhh... its times like these that one should fill their thoughts with. Not all those damaging, discouraging, hurtful thoughts. Even though sometimes things might not work out the way we want it to be, there's always a good part to everything. Ponder on that, and you'll be alright :)
I remember writing something quite long ago.. about 'what if's. if things were done differently, what could've been? what would've been? what should've been? haha yeah.. going through this period again.
but looking at this as a whole, i'm truly grateful and lucky to be a part of her life. As someone special or even merely a friend.. never really got that out of my system. There will be people God put in your life for a reason, even if for reasons you might not understand. Be thankful because one day you'll look back and say..."I understand now."
Smile... as I always say. it helps.. ;)
that's all for now. till the next one people..
-darrenkhoo
signing out
I kinda stole my title post off my friend Gloria's tweet. haha, seemed right as I'm writing this.
so yeah, exams are drawing near. tension is heating up. church stuff and responsibilities are piling up. life just doesnt seem to give us people a break. And yet, amidst all this.. tonight feels so quiet. there's this sense of peace about it that feels good ;)
haha, quiet and still moments like this every once in awhile helps. you should try it too :P
I've been doing my usual routines over the past few weeks or so. It's getting better, the hurt. Slowly but surely I know it'll fade away soon enough. 'Cause I know God is watching over me.. just as He is over you ;)
I went through our past conversations on SKYPE (if you don't know what this is, you better go get it now! :P) and I just reminisce on all those good times we shared. ahhh... its times like these that one should fill their thoughts with. Not all those damaging, discouraging, hurtful thoughts. Even though sometimes things might not work out the way we want it to be, there's always a good part to everything. Ponder on that, and you'll be alright :)
I remember writing something quite long ago.. about 'what if's. if things were done differently, what could've been? what would've been? what should've been? haha yeah.. going through this period again.
but looking at this as a whole, i'm truly grateful and lucky to be a part of her life. As someone special or even merely a friend.. never really got that out of my system. There will be people God put in your life for a reason, even if for reasons you might not understand. Be thankful because one day you'll look back and say..."I understand now."
Smile... as I always say. it helps.. ;)
that's all for now. till the next one people..
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Monday, October 24, 2011
What is is all about?
hi there...
yeah, i know. it's my second consecutive post in two days. quite the achievement huh? maybe because i've had loads of stuff in my head that the human mind just isnt big enough to store. So, my posts act as an external hard disk for me to store my thoughts else where.
So, back to the title of this post. I've come to know this one thing.
Everybody, like it or not, would have come to a point in life where you'd ask yourself.. "what is life actually all about?". Ever even for a second, paused in that one moment of silence and felt that everything you do just seemed not *all that important*? I wouldn't use the term insignificant. but yeah, you get the idea..
Recently, with all the trials and tribulations.. i've come across that feeling a few times. maybe that's one of the reasons also why I got closer to Him. No, i'm not an EMO boy or some would call it. Its just one of those phases where you need to get through and pray that you come out it unscathed.
Over the years of my life, I've developed friendships.. Good ones at that but every now and then. some of them seem to wither away either because of different schools, lifestyles, distances, relationships and whatnot that have drifted us apart. I guess that's how life is. But with each and everyone of them, we would always be on good terms.
In relation to the previous post.. yet again I've found another group of friends whom I felt really comfortable with. we shared joy and laughter.. memorable times they were. But as I had said before, silly things have caused us to break up. or rather just myself in this case. What was once the *four* of us, have now become the three of them and me. You ever get that before? The knowing that somehow in someway it just doesn't feel the same any more?
yeah, though we may deny it.. one cannot hide the fact that times have changed and it is a pity we've come to this point. I can't complain but only hope they're still having good times together, with or without me. It pains me sometimes to know i have to shut a part of me that's so important (they were three of the closest people to me).. for now, i can only pray that God.. maybe one day I will again find good companions such as themselves.
But, thank you... for the memories. I will hold them dear. I can only wish them the best in their lives. who knows? maybe one day our lives will cross again and we could share the same laughter we once had. Until then...
-darrenkhoo
signing out
yeah, i know. it's my second consecutive post in two days. quite the achievement huh? maybe because i've had loads of stuff in my head that the human mind just isnt big enough to store. So, my posts act as an external hard disk for me to store my thoughts else where.
So, back to the title of this post. I've come to know this one thing.
Everybody, like it or not, would have come to a point in life where you'd ask yourself.. "what is life actually all about?". Ever even for a second, paused in that one moment of silence and felt that everything you do just seemed not *all that important*? I wouldn't use the term insignificant. but yeah, you get the idea..
Recently, with all the trials and tribulations.. i've come across that feeling a few times. maybe that's one of the reasons also why I got closer to Him. No, i'm not an EMO boy or some would call it. Its just one of those phases where you need to get through and pray that you come out it unscathed.
Over the years of my life, I've developed friendships.. Good ones at that but every now and then. some of them seem to wither away either because of different schools, lifestyles, distances, relationships and whatnot that have drifted us apart. I guess that's how life is. But with each and everyone of them, we would always be on good terms.
In relation to the previous post.. yet again I've found another group of friends whom I felt really comfortable with. we shared joy and laughter.. memorable times they were. But as I had said before, silly things have caused us to break up. or rather just myself in this case. What was once the *four* of us, have now become the three of them and me. You ever get that before? The knowing that somehow in someway it just doesn't feel the same any more?
yeah, though we may deny it.. one cannot hide the fact that times have changed and it is a pity we've come to this point. I can't complain but only hope they're still having good times together, with or without me. It pains me sometimes to know i have to shut a part of me that's so important (they were three of the closest people to me).. for now, i can only pray that God.. maybe one day I will again find good companions such as themselves.
But, thank you... for the memories. I will hold them dear. I can only wish them the best in their lives. who knows? maybe one day our lives will cross again and we could share the same laughter we once had. Until then...
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Another year
hey,
so I here I am again. two months since my last post. sigh, time passes so fast that I really didn't even get the time to pause and realize it.
So many things have happened this year. And yet, when I ask myself.."what's the one thing you have achieved from the past 10 months or so?" and honestly.. i didnt really know what to say. geez, is it gonna be like that every year? the feeling of not doing something worth while throughout the whole 365 days..
i mean im sure everyone must've done something within the year. but can you really stand up and proudly say.. "yeah, i've done that!". well, i would like to get the chance to say that one day. maybe the time hasn't exactly come yet but im sure it will. for you too if you haven't done so.
But looking back, it's been a good year. New friends, environment, people, activities, lifestyle, dramas, memorable experiences... they were great. I mean, amidst all the heartache and pitfalls along the way. it's truly been a blessing to have lived life as I have. I'm sure you do too.
Though I must say, I do have one regret this year.
No, it wasn't my inability and indiscipline to study during my first semester.
or that I almost achieved first place in all the three scrabble competitions i joined these year (which would've given me a total of rm 1600 :-O )
or that I disappointed so many people when I could've been so much more responsible towards myself and others..
or that I didn't spend more time with You. when I had stated I was gonna make more time for You.
I mean, there are regrets there but all of which I can still work on in the future and hopefully I do. Things that I can still change for the better.
But rather, what I really regret was letting go of something that I truly cared about. something God, You Yourself had so graciously allowed to enter into my life. There were words said.. things done that simply just needed to stop. But too foolish was I not to know it back then. Ever get that feeling? never realizing all the stupid things you do until its over.
By then, it would've been too late. I know I can't change things of the past, its a given fact. But I can still change the future while its still there. Yes, you would've probably guess it by now. It's a girl. oohh, how teen life has knocked me back and forth all these years.
So yeah, I can't remember feeling the same way for her with the previous ones. you know how there are times when you tend to compare. yeah, she's just different. in ways that with all the God given words in the English language, I just simply cannot describe. it was special. everything was set. it was perfect. we were perfect. and yet, I did everything humanly possible to mess everything up.
haha, some of us are lucky enough to not actually understand what im saying. but some aren't. at the end of it all, I'm just glad we're friends now. It would be a shame to lose someone's friendship over matters like this. And it makes me happy to see her happy. Hopefully, in time to come she will forgive me and we'll look back at this and have a good laugh about it. She deserves someone better for the beautiful girl that she is.. both inside and outside.. and she will find him some day.
gosh, this sounds like a very phail-ed movie scene.. my post title should be renamed... :P
haha. but sorry if I bored you with this. as they always say, LIFE GOES ON!
so, hopefully I end this chapter with a smile and open a new chapter to life. Parents suggesting me to go to US or UK, probably even next year. but thats a whole different story. i'll tell you guys the next time :)
hopefully you've done something in your life this year worth while. and something that you've learned, taking forward as you press on. I sure have.
till the next one peeps!
-darrenkhoo
signing out
so I here I am again. two months since my last post. sigh, time passes so fast that I really didn't even get the time to pause and realize it.
So many things have happened this year. And yet, when I ask myself.."what's the one thing you have achieved from the past 10 months or so?" and honestly.. i didnt really know what to say. geez, is it gonna be like that every year? the feeling of not doing something worth while throughout the whole 365 days..
i mean im sure everyone must've done something within the year. but can you really stand up and proudly say.. "yeah, i've done that!". well, i would like to get the chance to say that one day. maybe the time hasn't exactly come yet but im sure it will. for you too if you haven't done so.
But looking back, it's been a good year. New friends, environment, people, activities, lifestyle, dramas, memorable experiences... they were great. I mean, amidst all the heartache and pitfalls along the way. it's truly been a blessing to have lived life as I have. I'm sure you do too.
Though I must say, I do have one regret this year.
No, it wasn't my inability and indiscipline to study during my first semester.
or that I almost achieved first place in all the three scrabble competitions i joined these year (which would've given me a total of rm 1600 :-O )
or that I disappointed so many people when I could've been so much more responsible towards myself and others..
or that I didn't spend more time with You. when I had stated I was gonna make more time for You.
I mean, there are regrets there but all of which I can still work on in the future and hopefully I do. Things that I can still change for the better.
But rather, what I really regret was letting go of something that I truly cared about. something God, You Yourself had so graciously allowed to enter into my life. There were words said.. things done that simply just needed to stop. But too foolish was I not to know it back then. Ever get that feeling? never realizing all the stupid things you do until its over.
By then, it would've been too late. I know I can't change things of the past, its a given fact. But I can still change the future while its still there. Yes, you would've probably guess it by now. It's a girl. oohh, how teen life has knocked me back and forth all these years.
So yeah, I can't remember feeling the same way for her with the previous ones. you know how there are times when you tend to compare. yeah, she's just different. in ways that with all the God given words in the English language, I just simply cannot describe. it was special. everything was set. it was perfect. we were perfect. and yet, I did everything humanly possible to mess everything up.
haha, some of us are lucky enough to not actually understand what im saying. but some aren't. at the end of it all, I'm just glad we're friends now. It would be a shame to lose someone's friendship over matters like this. And it makes me happy to see her happy. Hopefully, in time to come she will forgive me and we'll look back at this and have a good laugh about it. She deserves someone better for the beautiful girl that she is.. both inside and outside.. and she will find him some day.
gosh, this sounds like a very phail-ed movie scene.. my post title should be renamed... :P
haha. but sorry if I bored you with this. as they always say, LIFE GOES ON!
so, hopefully I end this chapter with a smile and open a new chapter to life. Parents suggesting me to go to US or UK, probably even next year. but thats a whole different story. i'll tell you guys the next time :)
hopefully you've done something in your life this year worth while. and something that you've learned, taking forward as you press on. I sure have.
till the next one peeps!
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Friday, August 19, 2011
Cross Roads
hey.. whoa, my plan to start blogging again 5 months ago is like totally failing. but here i am :)
hmm... facing difficult time in life now. So many friends and relatives flying off to further their studies. As happy as I am for each one of them, kinda sad to see so many leave so soon. -sigh- i guess that's part of life. Sometimes you've gotta let go of some things.
I kinda realized I never really took the time to appreciate having them here. Always having such a good time that I just never really thought that we'd come to this point. Figured we'll live life the way it is. Guess there are times in life where changes come and you gotta be strong enough to handle it. I just wish them all the best and hopefully we'll still be as tight as ever when they get back :)
For myself, watching them go makes me feel rather restless. I need to get out and do SOMETHING! but at the same time, i still feel a lil' insecure bout going overseas. ever got that feeling? that maybe you might not fit in or end up in a situation where you don't know what to do and there's no one to help you. :/
oh well, things come and go. I'll trust in God that whatever plans he has for me will be for the better. Uni life has resumed into the 2nd semester, doing well so far. Hurt a lil' here and there but still surviving. from now on, i'll try not to get too deep into things that i have no control over. And especially not to force things that are just not meant to be over-exerted.
tough decisions ahead! i know He'll guide me through and through. Praise the Lord!
till the next one again peeps..
-darren khoo
signing out :D
hmm... facing difficult time in life now. So many friends and relatives flying off to further their studies. As happy as I am for each one of them, kinda sad to see so many leave so soon. -sigh- i guess that's part of life. Sometimes you've gotta let go of some things.
I kinda realized I never really took the time to appreciate having them here. Always having such a good time that I just never really thought that we'd come to this point. Figured we'll live life the way it is. Guess there are times in life where changes come and you gotta be strong enough to handle it. I just wish them all the best and hopefully we'll still be as tight as ever when they get back :)
For myself, watching them go makes me feel rather restless. I need to get out and do SOMETHING! but at the same time, i still feel a lil' insecure bout going overseas. ever got that feeling? that maybe you might not fit in or end up in a situation where you don't know what to do and there's no one to help you. :/
oh well, things come and go. I'll trust in God that whatever plans he has for me will be for the better. Uni life has resumed into the 2nd semester, doing well so far. Hurt a lil' here and there but still surviving. from now on, i'll try not to get too deep into things that i have no control over. And especially not to force things that are just not meant to be over-exerted.
tough decisions ahead! i know He'll guide me through and through. Praise the Lord!
till the next one again peeps..
-darren khoo
signing out :D
Saturday, May 14, 2011
My Life
Story of my life...
Greyson Chance's Waiting Outside the Lines~
You'll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?
Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it's time for you to seize the day
Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now
Stuck in that same position,
you deserve so much more
There's a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored.
darrenkhoo
signing out =)
Greyson Chance's Waiting Outside the Lines~
You'll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?
Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it's time for you to seize the day
Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now
Stuck in that same position,
you deserve so much more
There's a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored.
darrenkhoo
signing out =)
Monday, March 7, 2011
A little more to life?
heya.. been a long hiatus from the blogging scene. so thought of getting back on it. I'll start of from where i left off. last year was a good experience. new lifestyle, friends, environment. I'm thankful it all ended well. though, the only downside was falling short of the 85% mark scholarship by a mere 2%. Oh well, thats the price you pay for constant Dota-ing day and night.
so anyways, moving on to the new year ( can't really call it new seeing as almost 3 months have passed!! xS ) degree life has been okay. hopefully I get a car soon, that'll really solve so many transport issues. having some skin issues again (de ja vu of early form 5 again :( ). hopefully when i read this again in a few months time, it'll be a positive look back.
Well, in case ya'll didn't know the Oscar awards just passed.. or was it Academy awards. anyways, Natalie portman was nominated for best actress (something like that) for her role in Black Swan. I personally thought the movie was okay ( not my cup o' tea ).
then I begun a research on her life. there's so much more to her than just her acting. I mean, her acting speaks volumes for itself, but she also excels in the other parts of her life. Academically and whatnot. Even named valedictorian :O
So, thinking bout people like that. and my cousins who've gone overseas to further their studies for example. gahh.. i feel so, i don't know whats the word. pathetic? lifeless? not using my potential to its fullness?
I've always wondered if I lived overseas like the US or something, that maybe i could've had more opportunities to life. or maybe exposed to a culture that could've propelled me to greater heights?
too much imagination and thinking " what if " isn't too good i guess. What I should be doing is to live my life like any other. I guess it has its moments too :D
this question will forever be a mystery. till the next one peoplez
-darrenkhoo signing out :D
so anyways, moving on to the new year ( can't really call it new seeing as almost 3 months have passed!! xS ) degree life has been okay. hopefully I get a car soon, that'll really solve so many transport issues. having some skin issues again (de ja vu of early form 5 again :( ). hopefully when i read this again in a few months time, it'll be a positive look back.
Well, in case ya'll didn't know the Oscar awards just passed.. or was it Academy awards. anyways, Natalie portman was nominated for best actress (something like that) for her role in Black Swan. I personally thought the movie was okay ( not my cup o' tea ).
then I begun a research on her life. there's so much more to her than just her acting. I mean, her acting speaks volumes for itself, but she also excels in the other parts of her life. Academically and whatnot. Even named valedictorian :O
So, thinking bout people like that. and my cousins who've gone overseas to further their studies for example. gahh.. i feel so, i don't know whats the word. pathetic? lifeless? not using my potential to its fullness?
I've always wondered if I lived overseas like the US or something, that maybe i could've had more opportunities to life. or maybe exposed to a culture that could've propelled me to greater heights?
too much imagination and thinking " what if " isn't too good i guess. What I should be doing is to live my life like any other. I guess it has its moments too :D
this question will forever be a mystery. till the next one peoplez
-darrenkhoo signing out :D
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Quotations!
hey guys.. just wanted to post some nice quotes i've gathered from all around the internet. see if any suits you : D
I want to be your favorite hello, and your hardest goodbye
Love your heart, don't cry it out for someone who doesn't even know your real name
To do what you love for your living means to actually loving your life
Sometimes what you need is to avoid what you want.
It's not about who hurt and broke you down, it's about who was always there and made you smile again
I love non-stop texting phase with the person I like
When I text u, means I miss u. When I don’t, that just means I’m waiting for u to miss me
You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams
Boys.. Don't make her wait for you just because you know she will!
Don't show too much love to anyone. Coz sometimes, it creates a non-curable pain when they start avoiding you
Just because we don't say certain things, doesn't mean we don't feel them.
Wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine
A real relationship is like a river, the deeper it gets the less noise it makes
Sometimes the best memories are sad, because you know they will never happen again
People that are meant to be together always find their way in the end
I promise that there will be a day, when I won't be waiting for you to fall in love with me
Yeah, that's pretty much it. I've chosen those that somehow or rather relates to me once upon a time. haha, see if it applies to you! till the next one people.
-darrenkhoo
signing out
I want to be your favorite hello, and your hardest goodbye
Love your heart, don't cry it out for someone who doesn't even know your real name
To do what you love for your living means to actually loving your life
Sometimes what you need is to avoid what you want.
It's not about who hurt and broke you down, it's about who was always there and made you smile again
I love non-stop texting phase with the person I like
When I text u, means I miss u. When I don’t, that just means I’m waiting for u to miss me
You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams
Boys.. Don't make her wait for you just because you know she will!
Don't show too much love to anyone. Coz sometimes, it creates a non-curable pain when they start avoiding you
Just because we don't say certain things, doesn't mean we don't feel them.
Wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine
A real relationship is like a river, the deeper it gets the less noise it makes
Sometimes the best memories are sad, because you know they will never happen again
People that are meant to be together always find their way in the end
I promise that there will be a day, when I won't be waiting for you to fall in love with me
Yeah, that's pretty much it. I've chosen those that somehow or rather relates to me once upon a time. haha, see if it applies to you! till the next one people.
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Human minds
hey,
it's funny how those you think of the most.. think hardly if not nothing of you at all. and those you think hardly if not absolutely nothing of.. think of you the most.
haha.. that's all. wanted to convey that message :D
-darrenkhoo
signing out
it's funny how those you think of the most.. think hardly if not nothing of you at all. and those you think hardly if not absolutely nothing of.. think of you the most.
haha.. that's all. wanted to convey that message :D
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Sunday, September 26, 2010
A good deed!
heyy! haha, how cool is this? another blogpost like few days after the previous one :D
recent examinations have been fairly okay so far. i've got 13.83/15 for math so far. hopefully i can keep this up till the end. :)
Oh and dad let me drive his car the other day! haha.. it wasn't long before i drove it alone. feels so much better than mum's WAJA. alot smoother.. no offence to the WAJA :D
I've just had an extra add math class on sunday. Yeah, the good deed! lol. hey! i didn't even charge for that class. sometimes, you've gotta think bout others first you know? you never know, it could end up beneficial to you more than the other person.. :)
Not sure if we can finish the syllabus in time for any sorta revision. i can only pray and hope for the best!
Ahhh.. i've agreed with my gym buddy, Alfred to start off Saturdays with study time at church library in the morning... oh man! my whole saturday is fully booked! hahaha awesomeness
tonight's CLeague resumes.. hopefully MU beat Valencia tomorrow. too many draws away from home! Even last Sunday with Bolton! GAHH!!!
btw, i've found yet another hidden talent. her name i think... is stephenie gee... gosh her voice is like..... why don't you hear it for yourself :D
yeah, i'm that crazy bout her now... :D i mean, if you listen to her.. who isn't? i particularly like her rendition of love the way you lie. superb!!
anyways, i gtg do some work. hope you love her as much as i do.. :)
P.S. someone once told me..
"You do the wrong thing.. you know the consequences for doing the wrong thing.. and still you do the wrong thing..." xS
-darrenkhoo
signing out
recent examinations have been fairly okay so far. i've got 13.83/15 for math so far. hopefully i can keep this up till the end. :)
Oh and dad let me drive his car the other day! haha.. it wasn't long before i drove it alone. feels so much better than mum's WAJA. alot smoother.. no offence to the WAJA :D
I've just had an extra add math class on sunday. Yeah, the good deed! lol. hey! i didn't even charge for that class. sometimes, you've gotta think bout others first you know? you never know, it could end up beneficial to you more than the other person.. :)
Not sure if we can finish the syllabus in time for any sorta revision. i can only pray and hope for the best!
Ahhh.. i've agreed with my gym buddy, Alfred to start off Saturdays with study time at church library in the morning... oh man! my whole saturday is fully booked! hahaha awesomeness
tonight's CLeague resumes.. hopefully MU beat Valencia tomorrow. too many draws away from home! Even last Sunday with Bolton! GAHH!!!
btw, i've found yet another hidden talent. her name i think... is stephenie gee... gosh her voice is like..... why don't you hear it for yourself :D
yeah, i'm that crazy bout her now... :D i mean, if you listen to her.. who isn't? i particularly like her rendition of love the way you lie. superb!!
anyways, i gtg do some work. hope you love her as much as i do.. :)
P.S. someone once told me..
"You do the wrong thing.. you know the consequences for doing the wrong thing.. and still you do the wrong thing..." xS
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Friday, September 24, 2010
Passing phases
yeah, another blog post here. seems a rarity that I write stuff here anymore. so anyhow, i don't know.. past few weeks or so have been some what of like a phase. In a bad way!
it's like I tried to think 'bout what happened but nothing really stands out. Well, apart from the fact that I lost my voice for a good 5 days or so. Btw, my voice changed somehow. Don't know if it sounds better or not, some said it cracked! at 18?!? xS
Shows that i've been doing some seriously unnecessary stuff. ever get that feeling? regret as you burn daylight. watch it fly by without even noticing at times.
oh and she came by the house for a night the other day. I was leaving the guard house almost simultaneously as she was entering it. I could see the grin on her face as I stared motionless, watching her dad drive by my car. It was like in the movies! only, this was so real and now I know what it feels.. time stopped for a moment there
But oh well, after recent events I think its time to let go. Not worth the effort nor time. Yeah, sometimes it's just best to let go of something 'cause you never know.. something better is in store for ya. xD
ooh, and I've embarked on the SAW marathon. Watched it with the guys last night, SAW1 & SAW2. can't wait for the next one...
and Worship Conference was awesome!! Sidny Mohede was uber awesome! I never knew how good Indon/Malay songs could be. he really rocked it the other night. sadly, i wasn't able to make it for glen packiam's one... sigh - wasn't feelin' well -
AHHH!!! i musn't forget the 3-2 score!! HAHA!! It's okay Liverpool fans, you still have the League Cup! oh WAIT!! you're outta that too! HAHAHA!! Europa League then, 'cause MU ain't participating in that one. :D
gahh.. another long long day ahead tomorrow. doing worship again this weekend after such a long time. need some practice :S fingers getting rusty.. here are some of the songs im playing :)
anyways.. its 3.24 am now! gosh i need to sleep. till the next one peoples!!
-darrenkhoo
signing outt
it's like I tried to think 'bout what happened but nothing really stands out. Well, apart from the fact that I lost my voice for a good 5 days or so. Btw, my voice changed somehow. Don't know if it sounds better or not, some said it cracked! at 18?!? xS
Shows that i've been doing some seriously unnecessary stuff. ever get that feeling? regret as you burn daylight. watch it fly by without even noticing at times.
oh and she came by the house for a night the other day. I was leaving the guard house almost simultaneously as she was entering it. I could see the grin on her face as I stared motionless, watching her dad drive by my car. It was like in the movies! only, this was so real and now I know what it feels.. time stopped for a moment there
But oh well, after recent events I think its time to let go. Not worth the effort nor time. Yeah, sometimes it's just best to let go of something 'cause you never know.. something better is in store for ya. xD
ooh, and I've embarked on the SAW marathon. Watched it with the guys last night, SAW1 & SAW2. can't wait for the next one...
and Worship Conference was awesome!! Sidny Mohede was uber awesome! I never knew how good Indon/Malay songs could be. he really rocked it the other night. sadly, i wasn't able to make it for glen packiam's one... sigh - wasn't feelin' well -
AHHH!!! i musn't forget the 3-2 score!! HAHA!! It's okay Liverpool fans, you still have the League Cup! oh WAIT!! you're outta that too! HAHAHA!! Europa League then, 'cause MU ain't participating in that one. :D
gahh.. another long long day ahead tomorrow. doing worship again this weekend after such a long time. need some practice :S fingers getting rusty.. here are some of the songs im playing :)
anyways.. its 3.24 am now! gosh i need to sleep. till the next one peoples!!
-darrenkhoo
signing outt
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Living the Life~
helloooo!! miss me much? *damn gay* hahaha
So here I am, 12.45 am 06/09/2010.. phewww! eight months have flown by. Anyways, just attended Change Your World Tour Yesterday.. it was awesome! Messages were great. YB Hannah Yeo was cool. didn't know she was so young. 1am was good. Well, I think I preferred the previous concert but this wasn't too far off :D
Been watching movies alot.. recently, SALT and STEP UP 3D!! woah, the latter was awesome.. especially in 3D! really cool. dancing was superb and the effects!! geeeezz.. now I really feel like dancing! especially to that song *Can't Even Handle me Right Now*
a pity I didnt learn dancing when I was young.. or guitar for that matter :)
Ahhhh!! SAW IV. really need to see the first, second, fifth and sixth sequel man!! ask dad to download ASAP.
Oh btw, I have Malaysian Studies exam this Tuesday. I dunno whats happening at all!! I'm so gonna shoot the whole thing. It's MCQ anyways.. so I have a 25% chance for each question. hopefully lady luck's with me.. and God Blessed I might just nick it :D
gtg now. it's already 1.10.. gosh so late. got college tomorrow. I'll leave y'all with a wicked song by Nelly.. damn nice, do enjoy !! :):)
So here I am, 12.45 am 06/09/2010.. phewww! eight months have flown by. Anyways, just attended Change Your World Tour Yesterday.. it was awesome! Messages were great. YB Hannah Yeo was cool. didn't know she was so young. 1am was good. Well, I think I preferred the previous concert but this wasn't too far off :D
Been watching movies alot.. recently, SALT and STEP UP 3D!! woah, the latter was awesome.. especially in 3D! really cool. dancing was superb and the effects!! geeeezz.. now I really feel like dancing! especially to that song *Can't Even Handle me Right Now*
a pity I didnt learn dancing when I was young.. or guitar for that matter :)
Ahhhh!! SAW IV. really need to see the first, second, fifth and sixth sequel man!! ask dad to download ASAP.
Oh btw, I have Malaysian Studies exam this Tuesday. I dunno whats happening at all!! I'm so gonna shoot the whole thing. It's MCQ anyways.. so I have a 25% chance for each question. hopefully lady luck's with me.. and God Blessed I might just nick it :D
gtg now. it's already 1.10.. gosh so late. got college tomorrow. I'll leave y'all with a wicked song by Nelly.. damn nice, do enjoy !! :):)
Sunday, August 29, 2010
A new LifeStyle~
hello you.. it's 4am in the morning and im blogging. maybe its because I just watched the freakin' SAW IV movie!! yeah, with no lights and a big screen with superb sound system.
*Note to self
-don't watch SAW movies alone in the dark again.
So yeah, it's merdeka btw!! yeah baby.. about the way I live. it's upside down, i'm literally nocturnal. I guess most of us are during college years ( or isit just me )
Really should get my timing back to normal. or I'm gonna be stunted. it's bad enough i'm only like 5ft 7 or 8 inches. at 18 years old!! mum keeps complaining the younger generations getting shorter. and I hunch apparently.. grrrr need to rectify that too.
Just had futsal today after so long. muscle aching and had a few bruises. I guess that's the price you pay for not playing for so long..
oh oh btw, I have a friend that once told me. She got her facebook account deleted. need to focus on other stuff.. so when it was nearing her birthday, she put it to the test on which of those who really care and know when her birthday really was.
You see, most of those only wish us due to facebook and all that kinda stuff. But those who really remember would give you a call, a text or sometimes even throw a surprise party for you!! xD
So yeah, try it out one time.. don't reveal your birth date on fb and see which ones wish you. They're the one that truly remembers your birthday.. hehehe
anyways, i'm getting sleepy now ( dunno how ). i'll post up another one soon enough. happy merdeka MALAYSIA!!
P.S.: Found another smashing hit song by britt Nicole. hope you like it
-darrenkhoo
signing out
*Note to self
-don't watch SAW movies alone in the dark again.
So yeah, it's merdeka btw!! yeah baby.. about the way I live. it's upside down, i'm literally nocturnal. I guess most of us are during college years ( or isit just me )
Really should get my timing back to normal. or I'm gonna be stunted. it's bad enough i'm only like 5ft 7 or 8 inches. at 18 years old!! mum keeps complaining the younger generations getting shorter. and I hunch apparently.. grrrr need to rectify that too.
Just had futsal today after so long. muscle aching and had a few bruises. I guess that's the price you pay for not playing for so long..
oh oh btw, I have a friend that once told me. She got her facebook account deleted. need to focus on other stuff.. so when it was nearing her birthday, she put it to the test on which of those who really care and know when her birthday really was.
You see, most of those only wish us due to facebook and all that kinda stuff. But those who really remember would give you a call, a text or sometimes even throw a surprise party for you!! xD
So yeah, try it out one time.. don't reveal your birth date on fb and see which ones wish you. They're the one that truly remembers your birthday.. hehehe
anyways, i'm getting sleepy now ( dunno how ). i'll post up another one soon enough. happy merdeka MALAYSIA!!
P.S.: Found another smashing hit song by britt Nicole. hope you like it
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Too little time
hiya fellas.. yeah, been since i dont know.. the last time i blogged like ages ago. maybe just was never in the mood. oh well, here i am :)
So i'm into the 3rd semester.. 2nd semester wasn't too shabby. Made new friends, built stronger friendships and did many new things. Note to self, never go cycling for an hour in the early hours of the morning without eating anything before. :S
Hmm... results came back and I didn't achieve a single goal i set out. Lol, oh well.. if you aim for the stars, you'll probably only reach the moon. There's still this semester to salvage some pride. I might just do it this time. *might*
Grandma's baptism is over. haha, she did it before my sis and I. how crazy is that. oh well, good for her and the family then :D had the privilege to reunite with some old cousins during the baptism. They're all grown up, so old (haha) with girlfriends and all.
That kinda got me thinking.. they're all overseas now. living the life ya know. all the pictures i see really makes me feel as though I SHOULD be doing something worth while. setting up the future to be enjoyable. Games like DOTA and whatnot really should be minimal during this day of age.. *SOMEONE HELP ME!!*
Hopefully the next few months will bear some fruit. there aren't enough things I've done so far this year to be remembered for. Nobody wants 2010 to go by just like that right? haha, my pastor once said.. "would you want someone to ask you, ' so how was 2010 for you?' and you reply by saying 'what happened in 2010?'..." that'll just be soooo sad.
oh and I've found a new gym partner, Alfred. We gonna be hittin' the gym every week before church now. So, you guys better watch out for some changes soon enough :D
anyways, i gtg now.. hopefully i'll be more diligent in posting some stuff here. catch up with y'all again soon!!
P.S. found this unknown artist through Alfred. Her name is Britt Nicole.. she's not bad. this one of her songs that I quite like.. Enjoy!!
-darrenkhoo signing out
So i'm into the 3rd semester.. 2nd semester wasn't too shabby. Made new friends, built stronger friendships and did many new things. Note to self, never go cycling for an hour in the early hours of the morning without eating anything before. :S
Hmm... results came back and I didn't achieve a single goal i set out. Lol, oh well.. if you aim for the stars, you'll probably only reach the moon. There's still this semester to salvage some pride. I might just do it this time. *might*
Grandma's baptism is over. haha, she did it before my sis and I. how crazy is that. oh well, good for her and the family then :D had the privilege to reunite with some old cousins during the baptism. They're all grown up, so old (haha) with girlfriends and all.
That kinda got me thinking.. they're all overseas now. living the life ya know. all the pictures i see really makes me feel as though I SHOULD be doing something worth while. setting up the future to be enjoyable. Games like DOTA and whatnot really should be minimal during this day of age.. *SOMEONE HELP ME!!*
Hopefully the next few months will bear some fruit. there aren't enough things I've done so far this year to be remembered for. Nobody wants 2010 to go by just like that right? haha, my pastor once said.. "would you want someone to ask you, ' so how was 2010 for you?' and you reply by saying 'what happened in 2010?'..." that'll just be soooo sad.
oh and I've found a new gym partner, Alfred. We gonna be hittin' the gym every week before church now. So, you guys better watch out for some changes soon enough :D
anyways, i gtg now.. hopefully i'll be more diligent in posting some stuff here. catch up with y'all again soon!!
P.S. found this unknown artist through Alfred. Her name is Britt Nicole.. she's not bad. this one of her songs that I quite like.. Enjoy!!
-darrenkhoo signing out
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
An end to another historical moment
Hey!! sorry for the sudden enthusiasm. Okay, I shall be myself now. *SOBSSS* Holland lost the finals! -sigh- I'm not against Spain; I actually love their style of football but I was really rooting for the Dutch. I guess the OCTOPUS was right yet again!!
Congrats to Spain players and nation, it was really nice seeing all of 'em so happy. Iker Casillas' face says it all. He even kissed his girlfriend on LIVE TV!! haha, apparently she was voted hottest reporter in the world (who gives them the authority to give her that title? though she is hot :D ). Oh and by the way, the referee seriously made so many bizarre decisions. The De Jong Kung fu kick, Puyol's foul and the clear corner kick that was given a goal kick. This call for some technology seriously!
Ahhh! how i want that feeling the Spaniards had the second the referee blew the whistle. I bet it was awesome. The whole world stops before you can even realise you've created history that generations in the future will remember for a very very long time. Phew!! I'm just getting high thinking 'bout it xP
Oh, did ya realise that the song "Wavin' Flag" was also dedicated to the Haiti people. It's not bad' even with the Bieber ending haha xD take a listen
Oh and I've just hit the Glee Season where Quinn stops wearing the cheerleader outfit. I think she was so perfect then, now she looks even better! Phew!! I've never had this ooomph since Nina dobrev xD
Anyways, go check it out. And there's this song by Mirana Cosgrove (the girl I use to think had a very annoying voice back in Nickelodeon) which is quite nice. Hope you like it :)
So I guess its the end of World Cup. Another 4 years in Brazil? haha, let's wait till then and see if Spain can retain their title. I guess this is the cue to start studying. exams and assignments are coming up! Oh oh!! and 180 Musical at DUMC is on this Sunday! do come!! 5pm or 3pm for the pre-event stuffs :D
I'll see y'all around soon. till the next one peeps
darrenkhoo
-signing out
Congrats to Spain players and nation, it was really nice seeing all of 'em so happy. Iker Casillas' face says it all. He even kissed his girlfriend on LIVE TV!! haha, apparently she was voted hottest reporter in the world (who gives them the authority to give her that title? though she is hot :D ). Oh and by the way, the referee seriously made so many bizarre decisions. The De Jong Kung fu kick, Puyol's foul and the clear corner kick that was given a goal kick. This call for some technology seriously!
Ahhh! how i want that feeling the Spaniards had the second the referee blew the whistle. I bet it was awesome. The whole world stops before you can even realise you've created history that generations in the future will remember for a very very long time. Phew!! I'm just getting high thinking 'bout it xP
Oh, did ya realise that the song "Wavin' Flag" was also dedicated to the Haiti people. It's not bad' even with the Bieber ending haha xD take a listen
Oh and I've just hit the Glee Season where Quinn stops wearing the cheerleader outfit. I think she was so perfect then, now she looks even better! Phew!! I've never had this ooomph since Nina dobrev xD
Anyways, go check it out. And there's this song by Mirana Cosgrove (the girl I use to think had a very annoying voice back in Nickelodeon) which is quite nice. Hope you like it :)
So I guess its the end of World Cup. Another 4 years in Brazil? haha, let's wait till then and see if Spain can retain their title. I guess this is the cue to start studying. exams and assignments are coming up! Oh oh!! and 180 Musical at DUMC is on this Sunday! do come!! 5pm or 3pm for the pre-event stuffs :D
I'll see y'all around soon. till the next one peeps
darrenkhoo
-signing out
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
A new Addiction
Hey guys.. sorry been very busy with stuff of late. Haven't really got the chance to post anything up for awhile as ya can see. :)
anyways, been on this new addiction lately. It's called "GLEE"!! haha yeah that TV series you know? I guess probably right now in my life, i'm really intrigued by all these teenage drama stuff. It's kinda cool, if you haven't seen it yet. the actress Dianna Agron playing the role "Quinn" is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooo HOTTTTTTTT!!! gahh, i love that girl. who doesnt?? Rachel is okay okay. not my type. So yeah, if ya don't know what i'm talking about, seriously go check it out man! and check HER out! :)
So, World Cup's been going on. One of my teams got knocked out (argentina), sadly to say. At least Holland made it through to the finals! I hope Spain avenge Argentina's defeat by beating Germany later tonight. Actually, I've never seen Argentina play so badly in that quarterfinal clash. Come to think of it, I'm statring to believe in all the match-fixing bookies stuff. For example, that Holland-Brazil game.. at the end Holland could've easily scored 3-4 goals but they played like kindergarten kids towards the goal. Oh well, I hope there's none of that nonsense later tonight. GO SPAIN!!
I've gotta go now. need to sleep in order to wake up for the match later. will post some personal commentary 'bout it. xD
till the next one peoples!!
-darrenkhoo
signing out
anyways, been on this new addiction lately. It's called "GLEE"!! haha yeah that TV series you know? I guess probably right now in my life, i'm really intrigued by all these teenage drama stuff. It's kinda cool, if you haven't seen it yet. the actress Dianna Agron playing the role "Quinn" is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooo HOTTTTTTTT!!! gahh, i love that girl. who doesnt?? Rachel is okay okay. not my type. So yeah, if ya don't know what i'm talking about, seriously go check it out man! and check HER out! :)
So, World Cup's been going on. One of my teams got knocked out (argentina), sadly to say. At least Holland made it through to the finals! I hope Spain avenge Argentina's defeat by beating Germany later tonight. Actually, I've never seen Argentina play so badly in that quarterfinal clash. Come to think of it, I'm statring to believe in all the match-fixing bookies stuff. For example, that Holland-Brazil game.. at the end Holland could've easily scored 3-4 goals but they played like kindergarten kids towards the goal. Oh well, I hope there's none of that nonsense later tonight. GO SPAIN!!
I've gotta go now. need to sleep in order to wake up for the match later. will post some personal commentary 'bout it. xD
till the next one peoples!!
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
My story Book
hey guys. Sorry, have been busy lately. doing stuff, assignments, tests.. didn't really have enough time to post something up. anyways, i'm here now. :D
First of all, Fifa WORLD CUP 2010 has been quite disappointing thus far. Only Germany have shown somewhat of a world class pedigree as they beat Australia 4-0. The rest have really been boring and even Spain lost to Switzerland!! and to think I had predicted a 3-0 or 4-0. 2nd round of matches start later, let's hope for something better this time. SOUTH AFRICA FTW! :)
i've got another 2 days of college before holidays start. Hmm... should we have a CG outing this saturday? oh and I'm heading off to Singapore for a few days with me high school mates. It's been quite some time since we've got together, so I think it'll be great. I think Joy and whoever else helped did an awesome job planning. These are the kinda people you would really want in a team project and whatnot. Though, Kai xiang can't be able to make it :( sucks
Oh and i can drive already. Did i tell you? well, only around KK for now but thats good enough. Hopefully I'll be able to drive out further soon :) give me a holler if you need a ride :P
i've been watching some sentimental videos lately. Then I thought to myself... maybe in say.... 10-15 years time, when i'm somewhere in another country (probably europe).. at a countryside town with some friends sitting in this field of yellow flowers and the wind breezes through our faces accompanied by the warmth the sun knows only.. that I might think and look back at all the wonderful memories life has given me in the past. Flashbacks you know.. somehow I have this vision that it will happen one day. kinda like the video "Wake me when September ends".
Wouldn't that just be an awesome moment? when the world around you just stops for a period of time where you can just appreciate life as it should be, watching the happy and memorable images pass by. It is after all your own personal story book that you and probably God knows every single detail of it. ahhh, how soothing that'll be :)
So yeah, i'm writing my book as i'm writing this post too. hahaha, it really gives you a wake up call as to what you're doing with life. You don't wanna turn 80 one day and look back at a scarred or scribbled page in your book. No regrets! That's what I need to live for. Maybe you should too.
need to get back on track with life. i'm 18 for heaven's sake.. should enjoy as an 18 year old while i still can :D it's 28 minutes past 1am now. Been like that lately, not good for health. so i guess i'll see y'all again.. hopefully sometime soon :)
till the next one peeps..
-darrenkhoo
signing out
First of all, Fifa WORLD CUP 2010 has been quite disappointing thus far. Only Germany have shown somewhat of a world class pedigree as they beat Australia 4-0. The rest have really been boring and even Spain lost to Switzerland!! and to think I had predicted a 3-0 or 4-0. 2nd round of matches start later, let's hope for something better this time. SOUTH AFRICA FTW! :)
i've got another 2 days of college before holidays start. Hmm... should we have a CG outing this saturday? oh and I'm heading off to Singapore for a few days with me high school mates. It's been quite some time since we've got together, so I think it'll be great. I think Joy and whoever else helped did an awesome job planning. These are the kinda people you would really want in a team project and whatnot. Though, Kai xiang can't be able to make it :( sucks
Oh and i can drive already. Did i tell you? well, only around KK for now but thats good enough. Hopefully I'll be able to drive out further soon :) give me a holler if you need a ride :P
i've been watching some sentimental videos lately. Then I thought to myself... maybe in say.... 10-15 years time, when i'm somewhere in another country (probably europe).. at a countryside town with some friends sitting in this field of yellow flowers and the wind breezes through our faces accompanied by the warmth the sun knows only.. that I might think and look back at all the wonderful memories life has given me in the past. Flashbacks you know.. somehow I have this vision that it will happen one day. kinda like the video "Wake me when September ends".
Wouldn't that just be an awesome moment? when the world around you just stops for a period of time where you can just appreciate life as it should be, watching the happy and memorable images pass by. It is after all your own personal story book that you and probably God knows every single detail of it. ahhh, how soothing that'll be :)
So yeah, i'm writing my book as i'm writing this post too. hahaha, it really gives you a wake up call as to what you're doing with life. You don't wanna turn 80 one day and look back at a scarred or scribbled page in your book. No regrets! That's what I need to live for. Maybe you should too.
need to get back on track with life. i'm 18 for heaven's sake.. should enjoy as an 18 year old while i still can :D it's 28 minutes past 1am now. Been like that lately, not good for health. so i guess i'll see y'all again.. hopefully sometime soon :)
till the next one peeps..
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Saturday, June 5, 2010
NERDS here i come!
yo wassup.. okay i've had my last day of fun today. It's time to start the transition into nerd mode starting tomorrow. I reviewed my study hours for the past month or so.. it's been an average of 0 and 1 hour per week... gahhhh!!! this sucks. I feel guilty. Ever felt that? When you play and go out, having fun.. a part of you just tells you "HEY THAT JUST ABOUT ENOUGH!".
So yeah, I'm having that life revelation now. I recently scored a 3.8 outta 5 for this ridiculous math assignment that I could've easily scored the full 5 had I not done it half-awake. grrrr, didn't occur to me while I was doing it that it was worth the 5 marks. must've slipped my mind. From now on, I ain't going to give away any more free marks.
Topic tests are coming up. I'm going for the 10% for math. I'ma make sure this semester math score's above 90. English above 85% and macro econs above 80%. Malaysian studies is a different story. hahaha, yeah history is quite boring. But I think they're only having the interesting parts and its in english so it isn't too bad. I'm gunning for a 90% for that too.
As you can see, i've set my standards. Have you for yours? if you haven't then it's about time you do. Or else what's the point of you studying? You need a goal!
Away from the nerdiness.. Stosur lost the final x(
Oh well, Nadal still to win tomorrow's men singles against Soderling xD
Hmmm... recent rocking songs in my playlists..
IYAZ - SOLO
EMINEM - Not Afraid
Hayley ft. eminem and BoB - Airplanes
Mizz Nina ft. Colby O'Donis - What'cha waitin' for
Taio Cruz - Break your heart
Alexander Burke ft. Pitbull - All Night Long
Taeyang - Wedding Dress
Charice ft. Iyaz - Like a Pyramid
Your love is my drug - Kesha
these few songs :) try to listen to them if you have the time xD
anyways, i gtg now. Get to drive tomorrow morning.. yay! :) c'yall then
-darrenkhoo
signing out
So yeah, I'm having that life revelation now. I recently scored a 3.8 outta 5 for this ridiculous math assignment that I could've easily scored the full 5 had I not done it half-awake. grrrr, didn't occur to me while I was doing it that it was worth the 5 marks. must've slipped my mind. From now on, I ain't going to give away any more free marks.
Topic tests are coming up. I'm going for the 10% for math. I'ma make sure this semester math score's above 90. English above 85% and macro econs above 80%. Malaysian studies is a different story. hahaha, yeah history is quite boring. But I think they're only having the interesting parts and its in english so it isn't too bad. I'm gunning for a 90% for that too.
As you can see, i've set my standards. Have you for yours? if you haven't then it's about time you do. Or else what's the point of you studying? You need a goal!
Away from the nerdiness.. Stosur lost the final x(
Oh well, Nadal still to win tomorrow's men singles against Soderling xD
Hmmm... recent rocking songs in my playlists..
IYAZ - SOLO
EMINEM - Not Afraid
Hayley ft. eminem and BoB - Airplanes
Mizz Nina ft. Colby O'Donis - What'cha waitin' for
Taio Cruz - Break your heart
Alexander Burke ft. Pitbull - All Night Long
Taeyang - Wedding Dress
Charice ft. Iyaz - Like a Pyramid
Your love is my drug - Kesha
these few songs :) try to listen to them if you have the time xD
anyways, i gtg now. Get to drive tomorrow morning.. yay! :) c'yall then
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Thursday, June 3, 2010
A whole new world
hi there. yeah, you. Well, first things first... I passed my driving exam xD how cool is that huh? scored a 17/20. haha, i don't really care bout the score.. as long as i passed it.
This means, i'm a legal driver. Might be getting a car, dunno when though. For now, i'm just practicing with parents before they actually allow me to drive on my own. I wonder how long that'll be? how long was yours? haha
Oh and what kinda spoiled my day was that my SPM remark results were back.. after sooo long. It turns out everything remained the same, "KEKAL" as it was written. Oh well, i guess maybe I had too high an expectation. It was worth the try ;)
Just finished 2nd last practice for CES CHOIR. the shirt provided isn't too bad. A lil' baggy (according to some) but over all okay. We sounded pretty good upon recording. haha, it was like we had our own studio. pretty cool. I can't wait for next week!!
Speaking of next week, someone mentioned South Africa during practice today. haha, it's gonna be a FOOTBALL FRENZY soon. Just another week! HOLLAND and ARGENTINA!! ALL THE WAY BABY!!
oh and federer is outta FRENCH OPEN. That leaves NADAL as the favourite.. haha, another GS title in the bag RAFA. Oh and I'm supporting Stosur in the women's draw. she's quite good xD
college has been good to me lately. Starting to express myself more. Knowing lots more people. Then again there's this side of me i'm trying to get rid of. The loud talkative side. The boastfulness at times. Gahhh, sometimes it comes out naturally before I can even control it and that's what hurt the most. Do you have something similar? Something about you you just really want outta your system. Gosh, it's about time I start to grow up. Russel Peters once said, "be a man! Do the right thing!". haha or should the honour go to the chinese dude who said it? :P
anyways, been sleeping very late these past week or so. Friends and I having some fun on9 till late nights which isn't very good for health. tsk tsk, those of you staying up till 1am or so and with school the next morning should really kick the habit now :)
so yeah, it's 12.39am now. haha, i'd best go to sleep. talk to y'all again soon.. good nightss
-darrenkhoo
signing out
This means, i'm a legal driver. Might be getting a car, dunno when though. For now, i'm just practicing with parents before they actually allow me to drive on my own. I wonder how long that'll be? how long was yours? haha
Oh and what kinda spoiled my day was that my SPM remark results were back.. after sooo long. It turns out everything remained the same, "KEKAL" as it was written. Oh well, i guess maybe I had too high an expectation. It was worth the try ;)
Just finished 2nd last practice for CES CHOIR. the shirt provided isn't too bad. A lil' baggy (according to some) but over all okay. We sounded pretty good upon recording. haha, it was like we had our own studio. pretty cool. I can't wait for next week!!
Speaking of next week, someone mentioned South Africa during practice today. haha, it's gonna be a FOOTBALL FRENZY soon. Just another week! HOLLAND and ARGENTINA!! ALL THE WAY BABY!!
oh and federer is outta FRENCH OPEN. That leaves NADAL as the favourite.. haha, another GS title in the bag RAFA. Oh and I'm supporting Stosur in the women's draw. she's quite good xD
college has been good to me lately. Starting to express myself more. Knowing lots more people. Then again there's this side of me i'm trying to get rid of. The loud talkative side. The boastfulness at times. Gahhh, sometimes it comes out naturally before I can even control it and that's what hurt the most. Do you have something similar? Something about you you just really want outta your system. Gosh, it's about time I start to grow up. Russel Peters once said, "be a man! Do the right thing!". haha or should the honour go to the chinese dude who said it? :P
anyways, been sleeping very late these past week or so. Friends and I having some fun on9 till late nights which isn't very good for health. tsk tsk, those of you staying up till 1am or so and with school the next morning should really kick the habit now :)
so yeah, it's 12.39am now. haha, i'd best go to sleep. talk to y'all again soon.. good nightss
-darrenkhoo
signing out
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