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Hi you. hmm.... time has really taken its toll on me. I sat on the swing today at the park as I watched a group of kids playing 'ice and water' around the playground. It kinda made me felt old.. I mean like very old. It was then that I realised.. I'm 18 this year. Gosh!!
I can still remember back when i was bout 4 yrs old. I used to visit my cousins nearby like every single day. the incident when I was running and got slammed into the class window back in standard 1 by a dude who ended up being one of my best friends (Kabir Singh). That was followed up by Sheryl taking me to see the teacher and to call my parents ( which then everyone teased me about ). Even the day when I received my UPSR results. The whole class were so anxious and to feel that euphoria again when so many people got straight A's, I'd give anything. Soon after I was in form 1, getting lost in the school as I was finding my classroom on the firstday of orientation. People were all unfamiliar and everything felt weird. That was about the time I joined church late that year. I was quite blur at the time and I'd hope people would bear with me and my "sesat-ness".
Fastforward 2 years and I'm in Kota Kemuning. My whole family needed some getting used to. New faces, new house, new people, new enviroment... form 3 was only memorable for my PMR results. The anxiety before the exams and as I was about to receive the results. Oooh, how I was pissed at Pn. Tay for making me feel so scared about getting my results. xP
Another two years on and I'm form 5 taking Spm that year. I joined the CF and was actively participating ( finally performing for two events on stage in front of the crowd ). Form 5 was probably the most awesome year of my high school life, bar my form 2 where I went totally wild. I mean who could blame me?... senior year, class monitor(somehow I keep mentioning this xP), had loads of friends (including the teachers), had so many memorable events, did so many memorable things. Phew! form 5 was just superb. A month or so before SPM, and the fears started kicking in. Pressure was mounting. After BM paper, all fell into place and I treated it like any other exam. Last day of SPM and the fireworks were sparking everywhere as Chemistry3 ended. I said my goodbyes as some of those people I won't get to see for at least another 3 months or so.
And here I am today... 2nd month into college. I mean like.. wow all that passed by ever so quickly. Probably a lil' too swiftly for my liking. So yeah, i still need to grasp the fact that I've gone through almost 18 years of my life. Hopefully this year's gonna be filled with suprises and awesome tales to be written in my book (life).
haha...it does knock you on the head when u take some time to reminicst on your life for a few minutes. Okay, whats in the past is in the past. Memorable moments to be cherished for a life time. I'm sure you have loads of them too. Sometimes I regret not taking photos back then but in actual fact it's all the same. So i guess this memories will stay with me in my head. x)
it's about enough insight for today... see y'all soon!
-darrenkhoo
signing out

Sobering

hiya pplz. I guess sometimes there's just somethings you have to forgo for the better. So yeah, scratch my earlier post and enjoy life as you should. Don't let something hold you back from exploring the world out there. Haha, I guess you can say I'm sober. xPxP
anyways, there' no better song than " Over You " by Daughtry. Awesome song with awesome lyrics. Have a listen then :)

"Over You"

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

that's all I have to say. Ciaoz people!!

-darrenkhoo
signing out