Hi you. hmm.... time has really taken its toll on me. I sat on the swing today at the park as I watched a group of kids playing 'ice and water' around the playground. It kinda made me felt old.. I mean like very old. It was then that I realised.. I'm 18 this year. Gosh!!
I can still remember back when i was bout 4 yrs old. I used to visit my cousins nearby like every single day. the incident when I was running and got slammed into the class window back in standard 1 by a dude who ended up being one of my best friends (Kabir Singh). That was followed up by Sheryl taking me to see the teacher and to call my parents ( which then everyone teased me about ). Even the day when I received my UPSR results. The whole class were so anxious and to feel that euphoria again when so many people got straight A's, I'd give anything. Soon after I was in form 1, getting lost in the school as I was finding my classroom on the firstday of orientation. People were all unfamiliar and everything felt weird. That was about the time I joined church late that year. I was quite blur at the time and I'd hope people would bear with me and my "sesat-ness".
Fastforward 2 years and I'm in Kota Kemuning. My whole family needed some getting used to. New faces, new house, new people, new enviroment... form 3 was only memorable for my PMR results. The anxiety before the exams and as I was about to receive the results. Oooh, how I was pissed at Pn. Tay for making me feel so scared about getting my results. xP
Another two years on and I'm form 5 taking Spm that year. I joined the CF and was actively participating ( finally performing for two events on stage in front of the crowd ). Form 5 was probably the most awesome year of my high school life, bar my form 2 where I went totally wild. I mean who could blame me?... senior year, class monitor(somehow I keep mentioning this xP), had loads of friends (including the teachers), had so many memorable events, did so many memorable things. Phew! form 5 was just superb. A month or so before SPM, and the fears started kicking in. Pressure was mounting. After BM paper, all fell into place and I treated it like any other exam. Last day of SPM and the fireworks were sparking everywhere as Chemistry3 ended. I said my goodbyes as some of those people I won't get to see for at least another 3 months or so.
And here I am today... 2nd month into college. I mean like.. wow all that passed by ever so quickly. Probably a lil' too swiftly for my liking. So yeah, i still need to grasp the fact that I've gone through almost 18 years of my life. Hopefully this year's gonna be filled with suprises and awesome tales to be written in my book (life).
haha...it does knock you on the head when u take some time to reminicst on your life for a few minutes. Okay, whats in the past is in the past. Memorable moments to be cherished for a life time. I'm sure you have loads of them too. Sometimes I regret not taking photos back then but in actual fact it's all the same. So i guess this memories will stay with me in my head. x)
it's about enough insight for today... see y'all soon!
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Monday, February 8, 2010
A fresh new start
hey guys. I don't know why but suddenly I feel as though today was a totally brand new life ( in a way ). I guess somethings just lead to another but it's about time I turned on a new leaf. Hmm... I've studied today, had a moment last night with God, did my quiet time, ate alot today, wrote another song, finished my homework.. so many things I wouldn't have done before. I hope to continue it for the following days. It's quite a nice feeling to have a s new lease on life every once a while. It's probably my turn now. Anyways, my friend Gazi and Kin Hoe introduced a song to me by FM Static which is quite cool. It's called 'Tonight'. I wonder how I've never heard of this song let alone the band. But anyway, if you want a taste of their awesome music, you can play it here (<<< on your left)
It's Chinese New Year in a week. I really hope this year is different from the other years...(somehow) but yeah it's getting boring to just go through the motions for this kinda festivals. Of course, I don't mind the traditional angpaus :):)
I have topic tests coming up in a week or so. It's counted in my overall marks and I really hope to score well. that's if I want to have any chance of securing the scholarship at the end of this foundation year. College life is still pretty mundane thus far, nothing extraordinary just yet. I'm hoping to join the CF soon. I heard it was pretty dull and very few people attended. Maybe I might just add some spice to it( cheh... MAYBE)
I need to join some clubs soon. (just to keep myself busy every once a while)
Anyways, that's about it for you in dkbw's life for today. I hope you have a great day ahead 2moro. Ciaoz ppl and enjoy the SONG!!!
*pays tribute to FM STATIC*
darrenkhoo
-signing out
It's Chinese New Year in a week. I really hope this year is different from the other years...(somehow) but yeah it's getting boring to just go through the motions for this kinda festivals. Of course, I don't mind the traditional angpaus :):)
I have topic tests coming up in a week or so. It's counted in my overall marks and I really hope to score well. that's if I want to have any chance of securing the scholarship at the end of this foundation year. College life is still pretty mundane thus far, nothing extraordinary just yet. I'm hoping to join the CF soon. I heard it was pretty dull and very few people attended. Maybe I might just add some spice to it( cheh... MAYBE)
I need to join some clubs soon. (just to keep myself busy every once a while)
Anyways, that's about it for you in dkbw's life for today. I hope you have a great day ahead 2moro. Ciaoz ppl and enjoy the SONG!!!
*pays tribute to FM STATIC*
darrenkhoo
-signing out
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Best Ever Selling movie WATCHED!!
LoL. Hi peeps. Yeah, I can finally say now that I've finally watched the movie that surpassed "TiTanic" as the best ever selling movie. Like EVER!!... Yeah, I just watched Avatar. about 3 months since it's release. LoL. I think it was pretty awesome. Graphics, creativity, plot.. yeah it was awesome. I personally think NEYTIRI is quite HOT!! haha... yeah I know I'm talking bout a blue creature. what to do, I guess I'm just infatuated by someone who is nice, cute, friendly ( not sure neytiri was!! haha ), and has a hot figure. That includes a super sexy tail. LoL
But I must say, after the movie I did wonder... When Jack and her kissed... which was later followed up by what you can call 'mating'. I was thinking to myself... "How did they do it???!!" LoL, they cut the scene out but I was hoping they'd show it. hahahaa, wasted. I guess I'll never know.
Sadly though I didn't watch the 3D version. I wonder how it'd be like to be in such a world for a day or two. They seem cool and I don't mind being an Avatar for awhile. Anyone got any suggestions? xP
Anyways, back to reality... MAN U pulverized Portsmouth 5-0 yesterday. I still don't know why they can't score more than five this whole season. Maybe just showing face. So, now it's all up to Arsenal to do their part and beat Chelsea or at least get a point. I really hope they do or they really are a useless team. xS sorry to all Arsenal fans.
Hmm... lately for the past few months I must say that I've been totally infatuated by this lingerie model. She's Japanese mix dunno what mix dunno what and a lot more. Yeah, I've come to the conclusion that the more blood you mix to form a child, the more beautiful he/she becomes. Haha, I think I'd probably only marry someone who has 3 different races or more in her blood. any hoos, that model's name is Jessica Michibata !! Some of you might already know her. And yes, she is Jensen Button's girlfriend. I mean Phew!!! isn't she just jaw-dropping. And Jensen can't really get angry at me for posting this up, I'm commercializing his girlfriend. hehehe. But yeah, I've got like a k-zillion ( if that's a word ) photos of her in my comp. xSxS ( hyper-stalker!!!)
Alright alright coming back to the real real world. I've got three assignments up for this and the following week. Yet, I'm somehow stuck to the comp typing this blog post. Yeah I know I suck. I'm gonna finish it very soon. I've set 3 short goals for myself.
1. reach 60 kg by the end of march
2. doing QT ( quiet time ) consistently everyday for at least a month
3. write 5 songs by the end of March ( just wrote 2 the other day !! 3 more to go )
So yeah, I need this kinda stuff to keep me pumped up everyday. Maybe you should too. It could be short or long term, it's really up to you. o'well, it's just a suggestion.. :) I'm so full of suggestions lately. blah anyways... i guess that's enough insight of the real world today. see y'all soon
-darrenkhoo
signing out
But I must say, after the movie I did wonder... When Jack and her kissed... which was later followed up by what you can call 'mating'. I was thinking to myself... "How did they do it???!!" LoL, they cut the scene out but I was hoping they'd show it. hahahaa, wasted. I guess I'll never know.
Sadly though I didn't watch the 3D version. I wonder how it'd be like to be in such a world for a day or two. They seem cool and I don't mind being an Avatar for awhile. Anyone got any suggestions? xP
Anyways, back to reality... MAN U pulverized Portsmouth 5-0 yesterday. I still don't know why they can't score more than five this whole season. Maybe just showing face. So, now it's all up to Arsenal to do their part and beat Chelsea or at least get a point. I really hope they do or they really are a useless team. xS sorry to all Arsenal fans.
Hmm... lately for the past few months I must say that I've been totally infatuated by this lingerie model. She's Japanese mix dunno what mix dunno what and a lot more. Yeah, I've come to the conclusion that the more blood you mix to form a child, the more beautiful he/she becomes. Haha, I think I'd probably only marry someone who has 3 different races or more in her blood. any hoos, that model's name is Jessica Michibata !! Some of you might already know her. And yes, she is Jensen Button's girlfriend. I mean Phew!!! isn't she just jaw-dropping. And Jensen can't really get angry at me for posting this up, I'm commercializing his girlfriend. hehehe. But yeah, I've got like a k-zillion ( if that's a word ) photos of her in my comp. xSxS ( hyper-stalker!!!)
Alright alright coming back to the real real world. I've got three assignments up for this and the following week. Yet, I'm somehow stuck to the comp typing this blog post. Yeah I know I suck. I'm gonna finish it very soon. I've set 3 short goals for myself.
1. reach 60 kg by the end of march
2. doing QT ( quiet time ) consistently everyday for at least a month
3. write 5 songs by the end of March ( just wrote 2 the other day !! 3 more to go )
So yeah, I need this kinda stuff to keep me pumped up everyday. Maybe you should too. It could be short or long term, it's really up to you. o'well, it's just a suggestion.. :) I'm so full of suggestions lately. blah anyways... i guess that's enough insight of the real world today. see y'all soon
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Friday, February 5, 2010
Sobering
hiya pplz. I guess sometimes there's just somethings you have to forgo for the better. So yeah, scratch my earlier post and enjoy life as you should. Don't let something hold you back from exploring the world out there. Haha, I guess you can say I'm sober. xPxP
anyways, there' no better song than " Over You " by Daughtry. Awesome song with awesome lyrics. Have a listen then :)
"Over You"
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
that's all I have to say. Ciaoz people!!
-darrenkhoo
signing out
anyways, there' no better song than " Over You " by Daughtry. Awesome song with awesome lyrics. Have a listen then :)
"Over You"
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
that's all I have to say. Ciaoz people!!
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Fight for what you want
Hi.. yeah it's me again. I'm sorry but I'm kinda emo-ing right now ( hence the topic ). Then again, I have been emo-ing alot lately. hmm... I guess the math equation is ( EMO = DEEP BLOGGING )
haha cool. anyways i've been doing alot of soul searching lately ( EMO )... I guess I seriously dunno what I've been doing lately. Rushing into things without thinking rationally, going through the motion in college, watching each day pass by without doing much. I really need some inspiration in life. But everyone goes through this patch sooner or later anyways. So I guess it's my turn then.
I must say that lately I've done really stupid things. Horrible things that I must apologize for. I'm sorry if i hurt anyone in any way 'cause I didn't really mean it. However, there is something I want and I'm gonna hurt a few people along the way to get it. Again, I will apologize but I will still fight for it until I do get what I want. There's just some things where you need to fight for what you think is right. I ain't backing down anytime soon and hopefully one day I do get what I've been searching for. ( At the end of the day I just hope I don't get hurt too badly...)
You guys have that thing that you really want and you wouldn't stop at any cost 'till u have it? It's that thing that you really need and you just can't make life meaningful without it. There's a part that tells you each and everyday you wake up that " hey, it's another day and look at yourself... you need to get up and do what's right ". Yeah, I guess that's what I've been going through lately. Though I need to admit that probably my heart talking and not my head. It's 'cause my head begs to differ and wants me to walk away before i 'cause too much trouble. yeah, that was bout 1 week ago. Fast forward another week and I guess my head is starting to click with my heart. Finally they're on the same page. But the question now is really...
" Are my head and heart a lil' lost in their own fantasy world? "
Gosh, I need guidance at times. I have my CG leader and friends to do it and I really appreciate it. But I guess there's just some things where you need to go to your room or walk to your nearby park alone... and just ask GOD himself. I've nvr really had a deep conversation with Him yet but maybe I might just do it tonight. For all you know, He might just have the best and probably simplest solution to all the problems. Maybe tomorrow onwards I can wake up peacefully and go on with life with Just a Lil' bit more Meaning... Maybe.. HOpefully !!
So yeah, if you're having any trouble whatsoever and no one seems to understand or maybe you just don't want them to understand.. and you REALLY need someone to talk to, seriously..
Talk To HIM!!
It's a 24/7 free physiotherapist. Phew.. I think I emo-ed too much today. Let me look at the happy things that have happened this week. Hmm... I got a 15/15 for my essay homework the other day. Amazingly, seeing as my teacher rated the SPM level of english at a 4/10 and college is at a 8/10... which quite simply is double the amount. Thus, to score a 15/15 I thought it was quite awesome. i thought maybe it's be a 12 or so but o'well I'll take what I can get.
Oh and Freshie Night was pretty awesome. apart from the unlucky person who vomited after playing the games and this group of ppl right in front of me who kept taking photos from the moment the event started till it ended. xS I think they took about 100 photos in 2 hours... literally... :P
I've got tests coming up next week and it's gonna be vital in my seeking of a scholarship. Need to get back to books ASAP and study. But how am I gonna concentrate if I'm distracted by something else?!?! AAARRGHH!! no, I shall say no to "emo-ing". I better get off the comp before it gets worse.
Till the next one peoplez!
--darrenkhoo
signing out
P.S. Chelsea v Arsenal this weekend ! you gotta catch it live. MU to be at the summit of the EPL by the end of the week. hahaha !!
ciaoz
haha cool. anyways i've been doing alot of soul searching lately ( EMO )... I guess I seriously dunno what I've been doing lately. Rushing into things without thinking rationally, going through the motion in college, watching each day pass by without doing much. I really need some inspiration in life. But everyone goes through this patch sooner or later anyways. So I guess it's my turn then.
I must say that lately I've done really stupid things. Horrible things that I must apologize for. I'm sorry if i hurt anyone in any way 'cause I didn't really mean it. However, there is something I want and I'm gonna hurt a few people along the way to get it. Again, I will apologize but I will still fight for it until I do get what I want. There's just some things where you need to fight for what you think is right. I ain't backing down anytime soon and hopefully one day I do get what I've been searching for. ( At the end of the day I just hope I don't get hurt too badly...)
You guys have that thing that you really want and you wouldn't stop at any cost 'till u have it? It's that thing that you really need and you just can't make life meaningful without it. There's a part that tells you each and everyday you wake up that " hey, it's another day and look at yourself... you need to get up and do what's right ". Yeah, I guess that's what I've been going through lately. Though I need to admit that probably my heart talking and not my head. It's 'cause my head begs to differ and wants me to walk away before i 'cause too much trouble. yeah, that was bout 1 week ago. Fast forward another week and I guess my head is starting to click with my heart. Finally they're on the same page. But the question now is really...
" Are my head and heart a lil' lost in their own fantasy world? "
Gosh, I need guidance at times. I have my CG leader and friends to do it and I really appreciate it. But I guess there's just some things where you need to go to your room or walk to your nearby park alone... and just ask GOD himself. I've nvr really had a deep conversation with Him yet but maybe I might just do it tonight. For all you know, He might just have the best and probably simplest solution to all the problems. Maybe tomorrow onwards I can wake up peacefully and go on with life with Just a Lil' bit more Meaning... Maybe.. HOpefully !!
So yeah, if you're having any trouble whatsoever and no one seems to understand or maybe you just don't want them to understand.. and you REALLY need someone to talk to, seriously..
Talk To HIM!!
It's a 24/7 free physiotherapist. Phew.. I think I emo-ed too much today. Let me look at the happy things that have happened this week. Hmm... I got a 15/15 for my essay homework the other day. Amazingly, seeing as my teacher rated the SPM level of english at a 4/10 and college is at a 8/10... which quite simply is double the amount. Thus, to score a 15/15 I thought it was quite awesome. i thought maybe it's be a 12 or so but o'well I'll take what I can get.
Oh and Freshie Night was pretty awesome. apart from the unlucky person who vomited after playing the games and this group of ppl right in front of me who kept taking photos from the moment the event started till it ended. xS I think they took about 100 photos in 2 hours... literally... :P
I've got tests coming up next week and it's gonna be vital in my seeking of a scholarship. Need to get back to books ASAP and study. But how am I gonna concentrate if I'm distracted by something else?!?! AAARRGHH!! no, I shall say no to "emo-ing". I better get off the comp before it gets worse.
Till the next one peoplez!
--darrenkhoo
signing out
P.S. Chelsea v Arsenal this weekend ! you gotta catch it live. MU to be at the summit of the EPL by the end of the week. hahaha !!
ciaoz
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
College Blogging
Hiya peoplez... there's actually not much i have to say right now. It's just that this is gonna be my first time that I'm blogging from in college. haha, yes I do sound like one with not much life right now but o'well... I might as well make full use of the facilities as and when I can. Anyway, I gtg now... transport's arriving. ciaoz pplz
-darrenkhoo
signing out
-darrenkhoo
signing out
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Be who you are
Hi you. Yeah, you the one who's about to spend another 5 minutes or so of his/her life reading this post. I hope you don't waste those 5 minutes. xP
I was thought in English class about skimming and scanning. There was this short explanation on how the 'title' gives the introductory to text you're about to read. Amazingly, a title is said to be the shortest summary of the text.. I never really saw it that way. Anyways, as you can see from the title above.. you're in for another treat of thoughts from dkbw for the day.
Okay, I used to think that playing scrabble is great and all. I mean, it is. More so the fact that I'm quite good at it. But every time people start talking 'bout their superb achievements, I tend to shy away from expressing my talent in the game.. thinking probably it's a nerd game and people might get that perception of me. Hence, I don't really mention it in front of strangers.
However, I must say that as time passes and I become more matured in these sort o' things I realised that there's nothing really to be embarrassed about. 'Cause it doesn't matter that what they think. Seriously... if i'm proud of it and wanna show the whole world then I should, I shouldn't let what a few small people hinder me from what I like doing and am proud of.
So, nowadays I do tell people about it (when asked of course). But that's not really the point. It's the general overview that's really important. This exemplifies the need to just be yourself and not let anyone else decide who you truly are. It could be anything...
--talking 1000 words per minute
--playing computer games and being somewhat of a geek
--doing stupid stuff from time to time
--being very lame in public
there's really no end to it. We all have our many flaws but it's those flaws that make who we are today. We should be proud of it 'cause it differentiates us from the crowd. Your friends and family wouldn't love you if you weren't the way you are. So seriously, ignore those idiots who think otherwise and condemn you for who you are. they're not the kind of people you would wanna hang out with.
So from now on, let's all be who we really are and keep this world going. Oh and off the record, I think the theme song for my life right now is " if you come back in my life" by Blue. haha, maybe i'll update you on why so the next time. I'll see y'all then.
P.S. Freshie Night is on tommorrow at 7.30pm where all the freshmen go out and celebrate our first years in the college. I hope for it to be a blast.
Ciaoz...
-darrenkhoo
signing out
I was thought in English class about skimming and scanning. There was this short explanation on how the 'title' gives the introductory to text you're about to read. Amazingly, a title is said to be the shortest summary of the text.. I never really saw it that way. Anyways, as you can see from the title above.. you're in for another treat of thoughts from dkbw for the day.
Okay, I used to think that playing scrabble is great and all. I mean, it is. More so the fact that I'm quite good at it. But every time people start talking 'bout their superb achievements, I tend to shy away from expressing my talent in the game.. thinking probably it's a nerd game and people might get that perception of me. Hence, I don't really mention it in front of strangers.
However, I must say that as time passes and I become more matured in these sort o' things I realised that there's nothing really to be embarrassed about. 'Cause it doesn't matter that what they think. Seriously... if i'm proud of it and wanna show the whole world then I should, I shouldn't let what a few small people hinder me from what I like doing and am proud of.
So, nowadays I do tell people about it (when asked of course). But that's not really the point. It's the general overview that's really important. This exemplifies the need to just be yourself and not let anyone else decide who you truly are. It could be anything...
--talking 1000 words per minute
--playing computer games and being somewhat of a geek
--doing stupid stuff from time to time
--being very lame in public
there's really no end to it. We all have our many flaws but it's those flaws that make who we are today. We should be proud of it 'cause it differentiates us from the crowd. Your friends and family wouldn't love you if you weren't the way you are. So seriously, ignore those idiots who think otherwise and condemn you for who you are. they're not the kind of people you would wanna hang out with.
So from now on, let's all be who we really are and keep this world going. Oh and off the record, I think the theme song for my life right now is " if you come back in my life" by Blue. haha, maybe i'll update you on why so the next time. I'll see y'all then.
P.S. Freshie Night is on tommorrow at 7.30pm where all the freshmen go out and celebrate our first years in the college. I hope for it to be a blast.
Ciaoz...
-darrenkhoo
signing out
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