Monday, March 7, 2011

A little more to life?

heya.. been a long hiatus from the blogging scene. so thought of getting back on it. I'll start of from where i left off. last year was a good experience. new lifestyle, friends, environment. I'm thankful it all ended well. though, the only downside was falling short of the 85% mark scholarship by a mere 2%. Oh well, thats the price you pay for constant Dota-ing day and night.

so anyways, moving on to the new year ( can't really call it new seeing as almost 3 months have passed!! xS ) degree life has been okay. hopefully I get a car soon, that'll really solve so many transport issues. having some skin issues again (de ja vu of early form 5 again :( ). hopefully when i read this again in a few months time, it'll be a positive look back.

Well, in case ya'll didn't know the Oscar awards just passed.. or was it Academy awards. anyways, Natalie portman was nominated for best actress (something like that) for her role in Black Swan. I personally thought the movie was okay ( not my cup o' tea ).

then I begun a research on her life. there's so much more to her than just her acting. I mean, her acting speaks volumes for itself, but she also excels in the other parts of her life. Academically and whatnot. Even named valedictorian :O

So, thinking bout people like that. and my cousins who've gone overseas to further their studies for example. gahh.. i feel so, i don't know whats the word. pathetic? lifeless? not using my potential to its fullness?

I've always wondered if I lived overseas like the US or something, that maybe i could've had more opportunities to life. or maybe exposed to a culture that could've propelled me to greater heights?

too much imagination and thinking " what if " isn't too good i guess. What I should be doing is to live my life like any other. I guess it has its moments too :D

this question will forever be a mystery. till the next one peoplez

-darrenkhoo signing out :D