Hey, Have you ever done something, or said something, or maybe NOT done something that you've ever regretted. That ill-feeling you get everytime you think about it. Yeah, i'm kinda having that right now. If time would allow, I will go back in time and slap myself in the face just to make past self know of what consequences are to come for doing what he's about to do. Being young and foolish is one thing, but to what extent does that go? I've done alot of wrong things in my life, said alot of wrong things in my life, but none more so than this. It's when you hurt the people closest to you, when you let yourself done and when you let God down, that's when it hurts the most. Looking back now I now wonder why didnt I use the gift I had all along? To talk to the one person who would listen to me and give me the best advice possible. To lean on the pillar of hope that would stand by my side no matter what. It's a shame really to look back on what could've been if I had chosen the other option. To not act irrationally but be patient. To