my fish is swimming away

hey guys, sorry haven't been posting here for ages. just be so bz and caught up with things that i totally forgot bout my precious blog.
I don't think I really have much to tell you right now just this. Have you ever been told that if you want to find someone special in your life, you should wait at the pond to find the right fish because there are many beautiful fishes out there. Well, I found my fish bout say 3 years ago. She's everything I could possibly want. She's absolutely beautiful, nice, intelligent, friendly, good in sports, good in music, has a great personality and practically everything I've ever dreamed of. Sadly I have to say that she's 3 years my senior which makes her 19 this year. I've always enjoyed spending time with her when we're in a group together doing fun activities and i'll always treasure those moments. I've always been shy around her as expected but I can't help myself, she just makes me shiver and I tend to have superbly fast heart beats when i touch her. Ahhhhhhh!!!!! anyway, she's been accepted on a full scholarship to a university in Australia and the moment she announced it to the group, my heart was pounding unimaginably fast and I was waiting to hear the duration of the course. " I'll be there for a few years " and my heart completely shattered. I mean... I won't be seeing her for so long!! can you imagine that? I've never been so heart broken. She'll be leaving in mid- February so I only have about 2 1/2 weeks left to still able to see her. That's why I want to dedicate this song to her ( anonymous for safety precautions ). It's " Right Here Waiting" by Richard Marx
I'll be waiting patiently for her to get back.. every second, every minute, every day.. I'll still be waiting for you...... I'll be ready !!

-darren khoo

the after life of form 3 ( 10th grade )

Wassup fellowssssss....
Today's the 2nd day I'm back in school. Oh well, it has to resume sooner or later, just felt as if it was too soon. I would like to stress something out. I"m so AFRAID of CHEMISTRY AND PHYSICS and too add insult to injury, I just started my 1st add math lesson and I didnt understand a single word the teacher said.. GOSH!! I'm so dead man. Not to mention chem. and physics and the rest of the subjects yet to come. ahhh, I just hope I get to live long enough to get myself through the whole year... Ironically as you guys know, for my getting straight A's hence me moving to the top class of form 4, my class is the only class that receives homework. Haha, the rest of the classes gets to relax while I have to do boring homework. :(
Anyway, I celebrated the New Year wonderfully with a reunion with my former school and classmates back at seafield and of course my dear girl from aussie. It was a blast and the night continued as the joy went from TGIF ( sunway pyramid ) to DUMC Dream Centre where I celebrated the rest of the night with me other friends at church. I actually sprained my thigh muscla jumping up and down during the fire works. "ouch !!"
Speaking of which, I finally played badminton again after about say.... 1 year and a half of not touching a badminton racket, very rusty yes but at least I can still play drop shots and smashes.. my backhand still sucks though. xP
It's getting late fellows, I think I better finish up some of the add math work and start on my novel 'Bukit Kepong'. I've gotta finish that my the end of January and it's 300+ pages long for Christ sake!! Moreover, it's in malayyyyy. :(
okay, i seriously gotta go now, see ya guys in another week i guess. I will have to endure another week at school again. till then peeps!!
--darren khoo