my fish is swimming away

hey guys, sorry haven't been posting here for ages. just be so bz and caught up with things that i totally forgot bout my precious blog.
I don't think I really have much to tell you right now just this. Have you ever been told that if you want to find someone special in your life, you should wait at the pond to find the right fish because there are many beautiful fishes out there. Well, I found my fish bout say 3 years ago. She's everything I could possibly want. She's absolutely beautiful, nice, intelligent, friendly, good in sports, good in music, has a great personality and practically everything I've ever dreamed of. Sadly I have to say that she's 3 years my senior which makes her 19 this year. I've always enjoyed spending time with her when we're in a group together doing fun activities and i'll always treasure those moments. I've always been shy around her as expected but I can't help myself, she just makes me shiver and I tend to have superbly fast heart beats when i touch her. Ahhhhhhh!!!!! anyway, she's been accepted on a full scholarship to a university in Australia and the moment she announced it to the group, my heart was pounding unimaginably fast and I was waiting to hear the duration of the course. " I'll be there for a few years " and my heart completely shattered. I mean... I won't be seeing her for so long!! can you imagine that? I've never been so heart broken. She'll be leaving in mid- February so I only have about 2 1/2 weeks left to still able to see her. That's why I want to dedicate this song to her ( anonymous for safety precautions ). It's " Right Here Waiting" by Richard Marx
I'll be waiting patiently for her to get back.. every second, every minute, every day.. I'll still be waiting for you...... I'll be ready !!

-darren khoo