The chills

hey,

its crazy, thinking back that the year is ending so soon. my first year in UNIversity is ending! with another paper due this Monday. two semesters gone in a blink of an eye.
heck,even my sister's starting her SPM examinations this monday! HOW INSANE IS THAT??

two years ago, i was doing SPM. haha, how terrified i was back then about life after high school. quite frankly, i still am! just that this time i'm a lil' bit more experienced ;)

but ya, 2011 has been an eye-opener. so many things to take from this year. the positives and the negatives.

Darren, as you're reading this anytime in the future.. remember that one+ hour quiet time out in the park. reflecting on how and what life is all about. it's gonna hit ya again one day :)

yeah, 'cause as i bring the curtains down on 2011.. with 2012 looming just around the corner. it scares me. really...

there's gonna be so many changes that it's tiring to try to wrap my head around it. you know how there will be a time when you know you've got to face uncertainty, a future that's so mysterious that it could drive you insane just thinking about it.

so ya, i'm going through that *thinking* period again. a lil' afraid of what's in store that life has for me. fingers *crossed* and all faith and trust in God that He will be there for me just as He has been.. same to you too! :D

i'll try not to get overhyped about it. it'll come when it comes, as they say? haha.. now just try to make 2011 count for whats left of it. its not gonna come back anyways.. apparently 40 days I have left, according to my friend.

oh and btw, today is 11/11/11. if that is significant to you in any way. but I believe in you making something significant yourself. you don't have to wait for events or things like this to happen. but its nice to do something memorable on days like this.. maybe it adds a special spice to it?

this song just happened to pop into my mind right now.



i'm getting better. letting go of her bit by bit. it's not as painful, certainly not as disturbing as before. but still think about her every once in awhile. then again, there's a reason why they say, scars will always be there. she'll always be a part of me, no matter what I do. but i'll make the best of it. as i always do :)

that's it from me.. have a blessed memorable day ahead. God bless all of you and see y'all again soon!

-darrenkhoo
signing out